Oh, yo~!

Hello All!

Did you notice these comments in the recent posts? :)
No? Then ignore this post! There's no need to pay any attention.

They made me amused (don't have any energy to laugh outright, and my mum would think I'm crazy if I suddenly start cracking up...) [oh, well, they ticked me off a little, too, but I don't have the energy for that either]. Because that person, he (please do forgive me if you are of female gender) was telling me things that I already know!

Yes, (as I have stated before), I am a selfish bastard! As I have stated before, I am self-centred, annoying, and lots of things negative!
As I have stated before, I'm surprised I even have any friends!
(I have not yet called myself an asshole or a bitch, though... ==" Sorry, my language choices aren't that bad yet... I'm still trying to remain an obedient, sensible student.)

YEP, I AM A SELFISH, SELF-CENTRED, ANNOYING BASTARD!!!!

Okay, there we go. All clear. :)
I'm annoying, so if I annoy you... then I annoy you.
Apparently to some, I'm not annoying, but people have different opinions! And to my own opinions, I am annoying! :D

However, there's also another thing that I worry about; if my depression really was fake... then how bad would real depression be!? Oh my goodness, I can't begin to imagine how their brains and their surroundings could feel like! ...I'm very surprised that there would be anyone suffering from depression now!! Because if my depression was fake, then that means that real depression would be considerately worse, and if it was worse than my [apparently, fake] depression, then I'd be surprise that those people haven't committed suicide the moment they felt all that despair!!!
Ah, now I feel like worshipping those suffering from depression... I could barely stand it when I was in a state [which, apparently, is fake], so those people who're still alive have quite a lot of perseverance!!!!
Since when I thought that if my [fake, it seems] depression got any worse, I might actually go mental and really commit suicide... but now it's been revealed to me! Depressions are worse than this!
...which will make me repeat myself; I'm really, really surprised that there are people suffering from depression [still alive]!!

(Also, if my depression really is fake, then you can't trust the BDI!! I answered truthfully in every question, so if my depression really is fake, then everybody out there shouldn't believe in it. ^^ [Seeing that it told me that I have Severe Depression a while ago...])

Okay, that aside.
Those sort of comments that usual upsets people, this is the first time I've actually gotten them. I'm feeling somewhat, strangely excited, something that would probably piss off the commenter considerately..... (I'm sorry, like I said... I'm annoying!)
I try and attempt to be unbiased in everything, including my view on life [except that "life" has already been categorised in my head as something totally pointless and worth dying for]. But it's impossible for me to guess every thought and every reaction out there!

So it's good that I got a new POV from this anon commenter to add to my thoughts. :)

[Also, dear commenter, I don't want a life!! I want to dieeeeee!!!]