Sydney: Kinokuniya Bookstore

...I'd cursed.

Why, of all days, did there have to be a freakin' festival/event at Kinokuniya Bookstore? And a Cosplay Competition, plus an autograph session featuring several comic writers?
I don't give a damn.
Because, truthfully, I don't really care about Cosplay. Na. It's the truth. I'm not really interested in it, and I think the past year I was faking some excitement... not quite sure; after all they're just clothes. Oh, yes, now I realised. My "well, they're sort of cool, but I don't really care that much" towards Cosplay just turned into "meh, I don't give a damn about them - actually, I wish to never see them again in my entire life, if possible" because of my experience shopping earlier.

...I still don't know why I hated the shopping so much, by the way. ...I'm just hating everything at the moment, I guess, because I hate the world, so in turn I also begin to hate everything in it. Yes, maybe that's really it... Hmm... :/

So because of the damn event, Kinokuniya was hell crowded, making something that was supposed to be a happy moment for me terrible... I'd endured through approx. 3 hours of tagging along and spent around 20 minutes walking to Kinokuniya in the freezing, cold, windy air, and was finally at the location of desire...
And the world just had to put the damn event on today. =*=
Meh, I guess it's our fault for coming today. Yes, our fault..

I brought a Bleach book thing; it has all those extra information and stuff, plus something that I had wanted to read for quite a while now... and that's Death Note: Another Note, The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases novel :3. I was going to buy Bleach: The Character Book of Souls 2 as well, since I had the first book, but my money was short so I had to get rid of some stuff.
And there was another book that I had to return to the shelves; a certain series that I had wanted to read for a while, because of the main character's description. I'm sure I would like the main character quite the amount, (unless he changes because of some ridiculous twist in the story...) and the series that I'm talking about, is, of course, Sayonara, Zetsubou-sensei!! :D I was immediately interested in it as soon as I'd read the blurb at the back; I'm sure I can empathise with him nicely and not become annoyed at his attitude. :)
'Tis the blurb:

From MyAnimeList:
Itoshiki Nozomu is always in despair! Even simple things like paying for the toll on the subway can send him to a despair so deep only attempted suicide is the answer. How Strange is it then, that he should be the teacher of a High School Class filled with students with even more emotional problems than his. This great Comedy will leave you in anything but 'Despair' as you meet each of his students and watch their wacky adventures.

From AnimeNewsNetwork:
Itoshiki Nozomu is the world's most negative person. To his way of thinking, there is no hope or meaning in this existence. Even the three kanji of his name become the two-kanji word zetsubou, "despair", when compressed. What an ironic twist of fate, then, that he becomes teacher to a class containing his precise opposite, the invincibly positive-minded Fuura Kafuka

But if this series ended up being something that tries to make people think positively or has some sort of positive twist to it... I'd be madly disappointed. :(

Anyhow, apart from those books I just brought a few pencils and pens... that's all...

...Let me finish the post with this;
Ahh, how I hate living.

Sydney: Shopping is Despisable to The Point of Wishing For the End of the World

Goodness, that was so much pain.

I felt like crying, which is just... funny. To cry, from simply being forced to go shopping for clothes? Da hell?
Anyway, it was painful.
It was a waste of time; I had no intentions of buying those stuff that are ridiculously priced, mostly over $50 pieces of clothing anyway. ==

After being made to wear a few different outfits, and I refused them all using the "they're way too expensive" excuse. And so we continued on, and from then, I silently refused to enter a store with them and instead would stand waiting outside.
Ahhh~ I reflected upon myself during the waiting time, and I've realised how... I don't know, mental, I am. I felt so much of a negative emotion from just going clothes shopping; I wished to have never been born so that I would never have to experience something like changing clothes in a changing room and looking through random article of clothing; I wished to just disappear right then and there; I wished the whole place would just blow up... Goodness. O.o
Let me tell you that it wasn't bad, in a general view. I just silently walked after them, went on my own once or twice, then they'd just pick out clothes that might look good on me. I would usually stare at them for a few seconds before they would just urge me to go try it on already. I would then silently follow their commands, but  it was just a waste of time, like I said.
I'm sure they thought the same too, since they didn't really bother me after the first few stores... :P
See? Doesn't sound bad at all, does it? Na, because it's just me. Yes, everything is just me. After all, only I can make myself feel things. Only I can get annoyed simply because I am annoyed at something.

Haaah... so unreasonable of me, wishing for the whole place to be blown up; I'd be hurting innocent lives if the wish had came true... but now I've begun to despise clothing shops. Actually, I think I already hate them quite the amount.
And now I think I'm starting to have something against buying things; I used to love buying books and stationary, but now... I have no wish to do anything; I should just work and study, after all.
Yes, the two things I have to focus on. After all they're the present.... that is for the best of the future.

Sydney: I DID Regret Coming on This Trip, and I Still Sort of Regret it Now...

Continuation of my last post; currently I've already spent approx. $369 AUSD.
That is even sadder.
But you're most probably not interested in the situation of my wallet.

So, remember how I said that my friends... companions, insisted that I change my clothes?
Hah, I did.
My hatred of dresses increased for no reason.
I put on foundation without too much protest or whining though, because I was seriously tanned. T^T
The lipgloss I wished they'd never mentioned... actually, I sort of regret going to dinner with them at all.
...The only real good thing that happened because/during that dinner was that...!! I ran into a Japanese Bakery!! I BROUGHT MELON-PAN!!! If you say Melon-pan, you'd think of Shana from Shakugan no Shana, wouldn't you? Wouldn'ttt you? (Well, unless you've never seen the series, then you'd most likely not think about it... :P) I'm planning to eat that along with An-pan tomorrow... with COFFEE, of course.

At the Korean restaurant (my companions, being K-Pop fans, wanted to eat Korean food. I don't really eat Korean though, so...), I left everything to my companions to order since I don't know any Korean food (it's a different matter with Japanese, however...). I said that I would be eat some of their food since I wasn't really hungry anyway (that curry-pan filled me up quite good... ><).
After a while, our food came... and one of my companions, let's call her J-chan, and I was like, "What the hell? Why is there so much?? Who the hell ordered all this??"
We turned to the other two, who'd done the ordering.
There were 7 dishes in that set, and I will tell you, the servings are NOT SMALL (Dear Ruby; some dishes are even bigger than ours. O.o)
I asked for the menu and I took a look at it. "You guys... why the hell did you order this set?"
"I didn't know that it would be this much!" Was the reply.
I was immediately pissed. "Are you stupid!? Look around, the table next to us, even! Can't you see that... humongous plate (that a replica of it is now sitting on our table)!? ...and you just go order the biggest set available, $150... sheesh."
Hah, but now I realise that it was my fault for not making sure that they'd ordered sensibly... =="
Yeppp, MY FAULT~

Goodness, anyhow, after that... I don't think my hatred for dresses, girly-things, cosmetics, etc. will disappear soon... I hope it never disappears, actually...
It's so... STUPID.
Yes. It's the most common cause of money loss in the female population, most likely.
Then again... I do buy a lot of stuff, just not... girly stuff. I tend to buy a lot of books and stationary... :/
Keh, all in all, I guess it's best that I don't buy anything at all. Yep.
That's also partly why I regretted every coming. In the end, the only outcome is that I lose a lot of money. And just when I was saving up if I had to go back to Thailand.
What a pain in the ass feelings/wants are. ==
I might as well stay in the room tomorrow when they go to dinner (but I'll be damned if it's a Japanese restaurant... T^T)

GOD DAMMIT, I'm feeling so annoyed right now, and it was started by Ruby Mae's comment in my last post (which shouldn't be annoying at all, but somehow I'm annoyed at it? @~@ ...actually, I know why I'm annoyed at it; narrow-mindedness, more of her irrelevant points [but that's my fault for writing like that on my blog post], and... my extreme arrogance :3), which then escalated from me reviving those annoying memories... =="
BUT, it's just me being unreasonable, and it's my fault for pointing out such things on my post for her to reply at, which in turned annoyed me, so yeah~~
...I guess I should just stop blogging after all... Why am I getting annoyed at everything Ruby Mae says? It doesn't make any sense. Since I don't usually get annoyed at Deevi...
GAaaaahhhhh!!!
My head has just messed up, and I think a mild State of Depression just came, triggered by dresses, girly things, and Ruby Mae's innocent words...

AAh, I'm so extremely unreasonable. :3
...
...I'm surprised I even have friends.

Sydney: Feels More Like a Capital City Than Canberra Does

Yes, I'm in Sydney. :3

Anyone who'd been in both Sydney and Canberra will totally understand what I'm saying in my post title. :3

In one day I'd just used up approx. $290 AUSD.
That is just sad.
And it took me only 5 hours.

And now I'm already tired from all that walking.

I also just had a very memorable first - that proved to me that my otaku soul is still alive and burnin'~ :3
I ate my first curry-pan!!!! God damn it, it was delicious. I am so bringing some back with me... xD
And there's also an-pan/s and green tea flavoured cake...
This is what you'd call a city life!!!

The place we're staying at is awesome, too. It's approx. 100 metres away from Chinatown (where all the awesome stuff are :P), and right next to the Sydney Central Station (the train station, and there's a Bus station across the street as well).

And just now I checked my email and my Japanese teacher just sent me a really awesome link: http://anime-manga.jp/index_english.html. For all of us who are learning Japanese and loves anime and manga, check it out! It looks so awesome! 8D

...you must have realised it by now. I'm out of my State of Depression, which is good. Because it would just be sad if I'm depressed on the Sydney trip. :/

Okay, so we went to Paddy's Market.
After a while I separated with my other companions because they were going to buy cases for their i-things, while I don't have an i-thing, and so it was a waste of my time to stand around waiting for them.
I needed a new bag, so I went off. I went back to this store I'd saw earlier. The store had this... gothic-lolita sort of theme. Maybe not the "lolita" bit, but it was certainly gothic.
I asked for a look at one of them. I looked at it, then I walked off, thinking that I should look around first.
I could only walk around for a little bit because Paddy's Market is too damn big to go explore. Plus, that store was pretty unique, with its... gothic theme. (I think 90% of all things there were black).
I asked to look at another, and I stood there deciding for a while. Then I asked to look at another, and continued thinking.
Then suddenly someone else walked into the store and said, IN THAI, "How's it going? Selling well?"
And I was like, "Ow." < This does not mean I was hurt or in pain in any way. It's a Thai sound word (like "um", "oh", "eh", etc.) and equals to a "realisation" moment. So I realised something... hopes that made sense. ==
The two turned around slightly, and so I said, in Thai, "...so you're Thai. And we spent all that time talking in English."
It was quite amusing, I thought she was Chinese...! O.o
Hah, but lucky me, because once she realised that I was Thai she gave me a discount~! :D

Ah, Sydney~

However I am feeling quite irritated at the moment since we're planning on going to dinner, and one of my friends say that I MUST change my clothes.
Let me tell you that I despise dresses despite being a girl. And I despise make-up. And I despise dressing-up. And I also despise anything too girly... cute is alright though, I just don't... don't like adult-womenly stuffies... I don't look good in them anyway. =.,=
...You could almost call me a tomboy, actually. :P

Multi-Linguality Can Cause Brain Damage, Hypothetically Speaking. それはほんとですよ。อืม จริงมากๆ ~Si, certo~

Sydney Trip has been confirmed!
Well, it's been booked. Can't exactly say that it's been confirmed until we actually go on the trip because lots of things could happen before then, e.g. the world blows up, Sydney/where I live gets hit by some sort of Natural Disaster... just to name a few. :)
Oh, hey, hello pessimism. :)

~
Okay, from now on I'll try to write the post in English then write a Thai version underneath. I need to practice my language skills otherwise I'll fail too badly in Thai/Thailand. ...I might not even be able to write a single word! Spelling in Thai is a tedious job that requires lots of intellect... I happen to not have much... (?)
It's also a pain since I'm terrible at typing in Thai - I really can't remember where almost all of the characters are located, unlike English, where I can speed-type without looking at the keyboard.

そして、はじめりますよ！

Err... what's "trip" in Thai again... @~@ Crap. Stuck on the first sentence. Dictionary, where are youuu...

การที่เราจะไปซิดนี้ย์ได้ถูกคอนเฟิร์มแล้ว! < That took me like 5 minutes to freakin' type up. I'm really going to fail unless I go to an International school. But they happen to be insanely expensive... :/ (Well, I've heard, anyway)
ก็คือว่าบุ๊กตั๋วแล้วนะน่ะ (oh my god. This is so tiring and irritation-inducing :/) ยังพูดไม่ได้เต็มคำหรอกว่าคอนเฟิร์มแล้ว เพราะว่าก่อนที่จะไปซิดนี้ย์อาจจะเกิดเรี่ิองอะไรบางอย่างขึ้น อย่างเช่น โลกอาจจะระเบิด ซิดนี้ย์หรือเมืองที่เราอยู่อาจจะโดนพัยภิบัดอะไรบางอย่าง ก็น่ะ :)
โอ ไง หวัดดี "ความมองโลกในแง่ร้าย" :)

Some Thai person out there please tell me how many words I'd managed to spelt wrong or how many other mistakes I'd managed to make. ==
I'm quite sure I got "natural disaster" incorrect...

~Never before had a small keyboard looked so big. :3

そうだな～　

。。。それじゃ、またね！

Easily-Irritated Persons Such As Me Gets Irritated Easily. Also, Words Can Kill. And Debates Can Cause Depression. And Depression Can Kill. So then, Any Talking; Can Results in KILLED. By the Way, Do Try to Avoid Using the Cursed Word(s) Unless You Want to KILL. ^^

Okay, that's like, one of the longest post title ever....... but meh. I like my titles to sound catchy. xD 

Can't have it not. ...does it sound catchy? :)

One of my friends just came back from her 4-days vacation to Sydney.

She bought… stuff.

She said that they were for my birthday presents that she’d failed to give in February, which happens to be the month that I was born in. I told her that she did not have to do such things. Not in that kind, considerate, pleased way, no.

I was feeling irritated.

Or was I also secretly happy?

Or was I both irritated and happy?

So was I irritated or happy?

Anyway, outwardly and on top, and consciously, I was irritated. That she bought me a birthday present.

I know I should be happy, social-interactions-wise… But I couldn’t fake happiness. I never fake happiness. Faking happiness isn’t something I like doing, and it is something I can never be stuffed to do. And it’s no difference this time.

As soon as my friend had mentioned the word “birthday”, my State of Depression just immediately decided to come back from its vacation. Well, it’s not like I could stay cheery-happy for that long, technically speaking, anyway.

Because, why the heck must people keep celebrating that cursed day? The cursed day… =*=

The damn cursed day…

Psh, with the mention of that cursed day, I was put into an irritated mood for the rest of the night.

Not to mention that I came across this customer that irritated me. It wasn’t something worth being irritated and annoyed over, really. It was just a simple mistake or idiocy or retardation by the customer. However, I was annoyed.

It was a simple through-the-phone take-away order.

She ordered a certain food and then said “MILD”. It was said in a tone of voice that made me want to destroy the freakin’ phone. Did she think I was illiterate or something? Do I sound like a 5-year-old? You think I can’t understand you?

Although it’s probably because I’d asked her to repeat what she’d said, was why she’d said it to me like that. However the reason I’d asked her to repeat what she’d said was her freakin’ fault. There was this sudden background noise that came out of nowhere then disappeared quickly.

Plus, the fact that that certain dish WAS ALREADY MILD also annoyed me. =*=

She ordered a few more dishes, then she repeated the whole order again. For my sake, of course, but this also annoyed me because I was about to repeat the order back to her when she beat me to it. However it’d have annoyed me more if she’d asked me to “repeat the order back to her”, when I’m about to do just that. I’m an easily-irritated person. As expected of someone suffering from Depression, though. No surprise, really.

She went a little rushed, and so I asked, “Sorry, can you please start from the start again?”

She made this little annoyed “huffed” noise. I couldn’t blame her for being annoyed, however, because so am I. There’d be no end to this. :/

“..blah blah blah. And I want it MILD.”

Me: =*= It’s already mild, you dumbass! And it’s written down on the freakin’ menu!!! “Sorry? MILD?” I asked this just to make sure, and I was annoyed, too, ahahahaha. Although that was as far a revenge I could get because, customer is god. J

 Customer: “Yes. MILD. I want it in mild temperature.”

This sentence was what ticked me off completely. What did you just say? Are you twisted in the head? Did I just hear the word ‘temperature’ come out of this receiver? I was a bit taken aback and so I went uncertainly, “MILD… temperature?”

Customer: “Yes, MILD. You know how you have it in mild-medium-hot? I want it I mild temperature.”

She successfully made it sound like I was the idiot with half-deaf ears.

I was pissed.

However I did successfully ended the conversation without any yelling.

Good thing it was on the phone. Only some saw my irritated face. :3

Back to my friend who bought me birthday presents, which was a month and a half late, but that wasn’t the problem…

I was irritated that she bought me birthday presents, and I kept telling her that she shouldn’t have done it. In monotone.

…In my heart I knew I should at least smile when she gave it to me. But it was too hard to fake happiness, like I said…

“I got you the first volume of The Prince of Tennis and a Vampire Knight Art Book!” she says.

Me: =*=… “J…Oh, that’d have been good… except that I already have the first volume of The Princes of Tennis at home, in Thai…”

Friend: “Oh.”

Me: Why am I acting so mean? …Aargh. It was the cursed word. The “‘birthday’ present”… The cursed word, indeed.

Friend: “Well, I didn’t know.”

Me: “Of course you didn’t.”

No, I wasn’t happy at all. Really. I don’t think. Maybe I am. Maybe I’m not.

Like hell I know, and like hell I care.

…Did she misunderstand my tastes? Yes, totally. I don’t understand art. And it’s not like I like Vampire Knight that much, either. I dropped it edges ago, really. Didn’t she know that? Err… apparently not. But who cares.

She said that “I didn’t know what to get you. And the stuff that I wanted to get you, you already have, so I got you those.”

Yes, but I already have one of them. And why are you buying me birthday presents? Trying to make me commit suicide, now are you? “Easiest way out. Don’t buy me anything.” < I said that sentence like, 5-6 times to her earlier today .

Fortunately, being the optimistic person she is, she was still smiling like always. Phew.

Plus, I’ve been trying to not buy any material things lately, with the chance of me going back to Thailand by the end of the year extremely high and all.

Yesterday my mum just said “This IELTS test is impossible for me to pass” to me, so might as well deem it certain…?

Oh, but my mind haven’t really accepted the truth yet. It’s like how I’ve been avoiding thinking about Work Experience (if you don’t know what I’m talking about, check some of my earlier posts… umm, the one that says “The School is Trying to Make me Commit Suicide”…)… It will need to happen, yet I’m not doing anything about it…

Geezes.

I hate life. =*=

Someone kill me nowwwww.

Some people will probably be really offended if they heard me say that. :/ You know, those people that are fighting to live, respectively. They’re fighting to live, and here I am asking to die.

While my life is perfectly likeable. In many people’s eyes.

I like my life. I do. I just don’t like life as a whole. I think it’s a bunch of senseless, pointless crap.

I don’t even have any right to be suffering from Depression. =*=

Geezes. This is another reason why I hate life so muchhhh….

Okay. I really, really, really want to die right now.

LOL, my State of Depression is full back and rolling. :P I don’t even care about leaving people behind at this moment in time (I’m sure I will sometime after this though, but not at the moment. I know myself).

Blame the word “birthday”. And then that “Work Experience” I’d just mentioned. They’re quite convenient triggers for my State of Depressions.

Other convenient triggers includes “future”, “university”, “senior”, etc, anything about the future, really.

A while ago someone had asked me whether I’m going to do the “Headstart Program” or not. (It’s this program at a certain university where you can study a course there while you’re still in Grade 11 or 12.)

I went quiet for a moment. I might not even be in Australia by then. Plus, even if I stay using a Student Visa, I’m not sure whether I’m eligible or not… “…Err, yeah, I want to, but I’m still not sure yet…” Was the reply I gave.

Daammmmmmmmmnnn.

Am I trying to make myself depressed?

Talking about these stuff sends me into despair. :/

So why am I talking about them? =*= Well, it’ll take a while for me to get out of a State once I’m in one. Maybe you should expect a few more Depression-filled posts the next following days? :/

Or maybe I’ll force myself out of it for the time being. I have lots of things to do after all.

Can’t waste time moping around thinking about committing suicide, now can we?

I seem to have a twisted mind. A word that normally gives people joy like “birthday” makes me want to commit suicide.

…Is what I think I should say.

HOWEVER, like hell my mind is twisted. I just think differently from people…. (is that valid? O.o). I’m just a coward that has really, really, really, low self-confidence. That’s right. It’s the start of it all.

Once another friend of mine has asked me, “Why do you have low self-esteem?” when I’d told her that I have low self-esteem.

I tried not to make a disgusted face at one of the stupidest question I’ve ever heard in my entire life. It’s like asking someone who’d optimistic why they’re so optimistic. Or asking someone who’s nice why they’re nice, etc.

Like hell I could give you a proper answer. It’s in ma personality!! But I attempted an answer anyway. “Well… that’s because I lack self-confidence, which is practically the same as low self-esteem anyway…” Pauses. “Do you even know what self-esteem is?”

She shrugs uncertainly.

Me: =*= Damn. …I was pissed. :P

She tried to talk me into getting out of Depression, I think, or whatever it was she was trying to do. When I mentioned that I’m a total failure, she said that “You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself”.

Me: “Why not?”

She: “…Well, you just shouldn’t consider yourself a failure for every little mistake you do. Everybody makes mistakes.” I’ve heard that phrase so many times, I could strangle you for saying it alone. Can’t you be more creative?

Me: “…I know that. I know that everybody makes mistakes.” Yeah, even elementary schoolers know that.

She: “So you shouldn’t be too hard on yourself.”

Me: “If I don’t be hard on myself now, I really will end up being a failure once I move back to Thailand.”

She makes this sort of impatient sound. “…Now, if you think you’re a failure, then what are we?”

Me: That makes you guys total failures. But I can’t really say that, even if I think that. Plus, she’s measuring my “failure” level with only academic level. However that really doesn’t have anything to do with it. There are lots of people in this world that ends up successful without even finishing primary school. Your argument is invalid. =*= I can’t survive in life when I’m scared of just doing Work Experience. So freakin’ scared that I’m Depressed! How’s that!?? However I painfully lost that argument because I couldn’t say that I thought that they were failures. And it was simply too bothersome to explain the whole concept that came afterwards (Typing this up was also a pain, mind you). She wasn’t the type that could understand big stuff like that anyways, although it is quite simple…

I was still pissed as we continued the conversation. Don’t know if she noticed though.

Our opinions on this certain topic never mixed well. Everything she says to me, I have an argument to back it up. However I FAILED in debating and I can never come up with a proper one on the spot. :/ It sucks.

However our debates never really ended with a clear winner…

Talking about debates, that reminds me of something I want to rant about.

The friend that came back from Sydney that I mentioned earlier? She’s also the same “certain waitress” that I’ve complained about in a couple of my posts back in March.

There was this one time that I had a non-serious debate with one of my co-workers about how a sign should be put up; whether the sticky-tape should be on the inside, outside, etc.

There were several interruptions since we were in the middle of work.

My co-worker was the one who put up the sign, I got the last word in, and she put the sign up my way. Then the certain waitress passed by and asked, “Who who won that argument?”

“Hm?” I wondered. “No one…” Which was sort of true. Since I didn’t feel like I won anything, but my co-worker didn’t win anything either. It wasn’t serious anyway.

“Of course, of course,” she said, grinning at me knowingly. She gave me the look that one would give you a person who’d lost yet isn’t admitting it…

My anger metre went up sky-high. =*=

This actually happened in December last year, mind you… And yes, I still remembered it, since it pissed me off quite a bit.

Yes, I was pissed.

…How many times have I used the word “pissed” in this post?

…Oh well, my friend(s) never ceases to piss me off. x) Partly because Depression makes me easily-irritated, and partly because I have a bad personality… (unless I’ve had Depression since I was in elementary school, then it’s definitely related to my personality. I’ve always gotten irritated, annoyed and angry at pointless stuff since I was a kid. I’ve gotten better since entering middle school, but then Depression kicked in. So then, oh, back to easily-irritated with everything pointless! 8D).

…Even their face(s) pisses me off sometimes. Never mind how, ‘cause I don’t really care, ahahaha. xD

So then, so long,

From,

Mage-chan~

You See Where the Power of Obsession Can Lead...

Wheewwwwww wwewwww~!

I just heard quite the exciting news from my coworkers.

They were very excited as they told me that "Super Junior", a K-Pop band, is coming to Australia next month to perform a concert. :3 With no hesitation, they planned a 2-days 2-nights trip to Sydney, exactly like the time we went for the K-Pop Festival last year.
J-chan really loves Super Junior, so she was really excited. :3

I, in turn, was very excited about going to Sydney (I've been invited on their trip as well, because they like me, ahahaha >O< =.,<).
All that was running in my head; CAKE! FOOD! CHATIME! KINOKUNIYA!
...Seeing that I wasn't a K-Pop fan.

Now, I'd better save up some money for shopping and other expenses~
I've been granted permission from my parents, so now all is completely up to me whether I go or not. I have to miss a day off school (catching up is bothersome), and it's quite tiring to go on a holiday... it will be quite the rushed few days, no joke. ==

Aahh~
I'm in a good mood since I just got to read Bakuman's and Pandora Hearts' newest chapters which were both extremely good~

So then, so long,
From,
Mage-chan~