Someone come kill me now. Kill me now. Kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me!!
It doesn't have to be a person, a bomb, an explosion, a fire, a sword, a gun, whatever!!
I don't care whether it's painless or not any more!!
I want to freakin' die!!
Gaaaaaaahhh! I don't care if I have regrets, I don't care even if I don't get to say anything, I just DON'T WANT TO FREAKIN' LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hah.
Hahhh...
School now kills me: I just had an argument with a fellow friend on the Australian Government and the Australian Education. She's most probably winning. (I don't know. I can't tell!!! But I think so!!!)
I suck at arguments anyway. I'm a stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid girl after all.
But the truth is... do I really care?
Australia's Education makes me want to kill myself. =="
Ohhh, I'm such an unreasonable person.
I've been trying to not be pessimistic, pessimistic, die, die, die, kill, kill, kill lately, but I guess it's impossible if what has made me so frustrated is slapping me in the face, and that I see it 5 days a week.
Oh, every time I think about Maths, I always have the sudden urge to bang my head against something!!!
And when I was into my emotionless phrase - I didn't think about it, I ignored it, I worked, I studied.
I decided to not give a crap, because giving a crap was just wasting time, and a big pain in the ass.
And I am going to pull back that mindset now. Emotions annoys me even more than Australian Education does.
Well, actually, what annoys me most of all, out of everything else in the entire universe, is myself!! :D
It doesn't have to be a person, a bomb, an explosion, a fire, a sword, a gun, whatever!!
I don't care whether it's painless or not any more!!
I want to freakin' die!!
Gaaaaaaahhh! I don't care if I have regrets, I don't care even if I don't get to say anything, I just DON'T WANT TO FREAKIN' LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hah.
Hahhh...
School now kills me: I just had an argument with a fellow friend on the Australian Government and the Australian Education. She's most probably winning. (I don't know. I can't tell!!! But I think so!!!)
I suck at arguments anyway. I'm a stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid girl after all.
But the truth is... do I really care?
Australia's Education makes me want to kill myself. =="
Ohhh, I'm such an unreasonable person.
I've been trying to not be pessimistic, pessimistic, die, die, die, kill, kill, kill lately, but I guess it's impossible if what has made me so frustrated is slapping me in the face, and that I see it 5 days a week.
Oh, every time I think about Maths, I always have the sudden urge to bang my head against something!!!
And when I was into my emotionless phrase - I didn't think about it, I ignored it, I worked, I studied.
I decided to not give a crap, because giving a crap was just wasting time, and a big pain in the ass.
And I am going to pull back that mindset now. Emotions annoys me even more than Australian Education does.
Well, actually, what annoys me most of all, out of everything else in the entire universe, is myself!! :D
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