Thursday, May 17, 2012

The Desire to Die, = The Desire to SLEEP

Blugh.

If you'd read this post already, then that's good.

...today after coming home from school, even though it's my long-awaited day-off, the only thing I really wished to do... was SLEEP!!!

But there's never nothing to do; I need to catch up in Year 10 Japanese; that's 15 weeks worth of studying! And I need to do it as quickly as possible, but I also need to absorb everything in properly, otherwise there'd have been no point in studying it!
And there is still the SOSE exam and the Science exam next week! The hell, we still haven't received the Maths assignment for this mid-term assessment yet!

...*sigh*

I want to sleep.

Forever.

2 comments:

  1. I've been reading your blog for a while now. I noticed that you use your "depression" as an excuse for everything.

    Please keep in mind that people who are suffering from depression such as I has those symptoms: "lack interest in other people", "thinks oneself is a failure", "thinks that life is not worth living", "hates oneself", "thinks that the future is terrible and will not improve", etc.

    Pretending that you have depression is not an excuse for being so selfish. People will stop listening to you. Also, this is insulting to people who deal with REAL depression, unlike little fifteen-year-olds that fake it for the attention they want so badly.

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    1. Huh, that may be true... :/

      Also, this post has nothing to do with depression! If it's the title that caught your attention, I meant that the feeling of wanting to die is the same as the feeling of wanting to sleep for me (purposefully made it sound positive, tho)... uh, well, at least I think so.

      Of course not. And I'm trying to not be selfish, but I am. So now I know that I'm failing terribly. Thnxs for the notification. :)

      Dude, stop reading if you're so pissed. :/
      If I'm just ranting on my blog, what's wrong with that? I don't often talk about this in real life, anyway.

      Also, I mean, I know that my depression been officially diagnosed, but how do you know I really don't have depression? >.>

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