Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Wish.

I went on an extremely short Wiki Walk yesterday, in which resulted in something good... probably.

Apart from my death wish, I have another wish to add to my List of Wishes (which until now contained only one wish ==).
I want to be able to finish at least one story to call my own in this lifetime, and a good story, at that. ...however the second condition make things very hard. ==" It's a wish, but it doesn't necessary mean that I'll be able to fulfil that wish, and it doesn't necessary mean that I have the ability to fulfil that wish either. And I don't think I'll be able to fulfil that wish. ...just saying. :/
I can't write a good story with my level of intelligence. It's like, impossible.
My tenses are still terrible, my vocab is still so... tiny, and if I don't expand my knowledge more, everything I write will just end up illogical and impractical. Like, I mean, my characters are of royal status and I didn't even know the difference between royalty and nobility? WTF? Epic fail, it was. Noo, actually, it doesn't deserve to be called an "epic fail", but more like a miserable fail, or something rather...

Anyways, that was all I wanted to say. :)

Actually, talking about this remind me of a conversation I had with my friend a few days ago. I was mentioning that I'm not good at writing angst, in general, but she disagreed with me, saying that my "drabble" in the Drabble. post was the epitome of angst, and also went on to say that almost all of my posts are angst.
In my mind, I was screaming; HOW DOES THAT MEAN THAT I'M GOOD AT WRITING ANGST!? Well, apparently, the drabble was written well, but that's only in one style; I usually write my stories in 3rd person, so it'll be different, and the topic that my characters are angst-ing over will be different, too.
Doesn't mean I'm good at writing angst.  :(    =*=
She also said; "Accept the compliments!" and "Acknowledge your ability!"
My reaction to the first one was: I don't accept compliments that aren't true!!
My reaction to the second one was: There's no ability to acknowledge!!
However because of this post (and the post linked in that post) and another argument that had happened a few minutes earlier, I kept in mind to not say something more that will turn it into another pointless argument, so I just kept quiet and simply ignored it... :3

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