The School is Trying to Make me Commit Suicide

This year...

Work Education.
There's this subject we're forced into doing at school that's called Work Education.

I've realised this a long time ago, but this subject was probably 60% of what caused me depression, or rather the thing that triggered it to happen. And it's also the thing that won't help me recover from depression even if I try (not that I'm trying at the moment). Maybe it's even increasing my depression level, who knows? :D

Everything about it, everything we learns...
Yeah, I'm sure of it. The School is Trying to Make me Commit Suicide.
We learn more on about how to "live" once we graduate. We learn budgeting, financial stress, work career path, etc.
Just what do you think those topics would do to a person suffering from Depression? =*=

And everything else; in English, we're studying this Australian classic film called "The Castle".
It's about... a family of Australians who lives next to the Melbourne Airport. Then comes along the Airport Commission and Government trying to kick them out of their house so that they could expand the airport. The family was offered compensation, of course. The damn family asked a friend of theirs, who is a solicitor, to bring the case to court. The Solicitor tried to reject the offer since it's not his area of expertise, but they sort-of forced him into it. They didn't win, but miraculously, the main character runs into this amazingly skilled and good retired lawyer who was willing to help them keep their house! 8D

Aaah! How ridiculously lucky they are! *irony*
The chance of meeting a good, nice, extremely skilled retired lawyer that would fight for you... for free, no less... is that even existent!?
THIS WHOLE MOVIE IS A LIE!!! Don't start giving young people thoughts like "Aaah! If you try your hardest, you'll just luckily come across a good Samaritan who's willing to help you with no return"! Such a lie that is!!
Makes me so irritated!
"Not everything can be overcome with just determination, hard work and a positive attitude."
It's the truth, and always will be. You're not the only person in this world. It's not only you that can influence the events that happens around you - other people does, too. Even if you do your best, other people may feel like making your life a living hell. And what happens when you can't do anything about it? You suffer.
Most people will only care for themselves - their may be the few who doesn't, but most will. So you can't, and never should, expect that you will receive help when you're in the deep end. It just doesn't happen like that.
No, it doesn't, unless you really do have one heck of a ridiculous luck and you meet one heck of a kind person.

To live in this world, firstly, you need money. Yes, that's very important.
But what if you can't find money?
Then, suffer. :/

That's all there is to it.
I've been thinking that all the people we see everyday - parents, teachers, people who works at shops... They are quite a lucky bunch. They have a job, and are successful in their life up to a certain level.
Otherwise, you suffer.

Work Education makes me enter so many State of Depression that I'm beginning to really want to wag it. And for me, that's saying something. I don't think I really care anymore if I fail that subject.
Although apparently it's really important that I pass so that I get extra points after graduation, or something like that.
I feel so contradicted. I really, really, really don't want to do Work Experience, yet I must for the very same reason that I don't want to...

The school is forcing me to do Work Education.
Work Education forces me to do classwork relating to that subject plus Work Experience.
That classwork and Work Experience makes me depressed.
The more I get depressed, the more I want to commit suicide.

So to be short, The School is Trying to Make me Commit Suicide.