This is a Life Changing Decision :3 Indeed, it Changes My Life.

Yesss siree!
It's been confirmed! It was confirmed on the 12th of April, at approximately 5.12pm...
I will be moving back to Thailand by November of this year!
And yes, that was two days ago.

You may not have noticed it, but I was in quite the happy mood in the last four posts.
That was probably because of this news.

It's not that I actually want to go to Thailand, but I didn't not want to go either. :/

However this also means that I will not have to do Work Experience, something that has been worrying me endlessly and making me feel despair despite its best intentions.
So that is good.
Now I'll just... have to worry about school over there. I'm bracing myself for some studying torture, yes.

I was glad that it was finally confirmed, since I'd now know where to focus my daily activities and future planning towards. That was the reason for my happiness.
I now can discard all thoughts about Work Experience and Set Plan Interviews and all that Year 10 Work Education crap, and focus on getting ready for Thailand.
I need to clear out all of my possessions, too... *sigh* There are a lot of things to do... :/
I've already worked out what I would do with my big collection of manga, so that's fine...
There are so many things that need trashin'!!

Now, you blog readers that know me in the hideous thing that is real life, you have permission to tell this news to a total number of zero persons.
Understood? :3 *evil gleam*
All is cool if you do.
If not, then all is not cool but it's not like I can do anything about it, LOL.

However with that news, I'm starting to feel insanely lucky...
I didn't want to do Work Experience, and I didn't get to. Never in my life have I yet to come across troublesome hurdles or anything of the kind. My life has been a breeze through, as I just do easy stuff like homework and assignments.
...I was born with things that some doesn't have and things that some people wish so badly for,  good health (mostly), both parents; nice parents, employed parents, stable-jobs-employed parents, an education, etc...
...Feeling that I am insanely lucky however leads me to thinking that one day insane misfortune will inevitably befall upon me as compensation for all the luck I'm getting.
My life can't be a breeze all through the way, can it now?
I wouldn't think so... Hell no... Probably not... ...Hopefully yes...
Because it'd be bad since I think I'd end up in a wreck otherwise if I run into something big... since I've always lead an easy life before, I wouldn't be immune to any trouble, you know...

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It's going to be even harder since it's Thailand. I need to search up on how Thailand does things.
And there are so many more thieves and cons in Thailand... I think. It gives me that sort of vibe, anyways.
Yesss, because Thai people are smart and there are many evil people in the world, so, smart + evil = !!!!.

I have no idea what I should do after graduating now, as I see no future for me in competitive Thailand.
Who knows, I might not even manage to graduate from Senior High School.
I might have to repeat Grade 10 three times at least or something... :/

I'm actually not sure whether I'm glad for this new change or not.
I'm really really glad that I do not have to do Work Experience and Australia's weird curriculum, but now my future looks soooo dim.
*sigh*
The words "failure" is singing itself to death in ma' mind~

Hm... Maybe I should try being optimistic?
But then what if I become optimistic but ends up failing, despite my optimism?
Nooooooooooooooooo, I refuse to become optimistic otherwise, with that possibility in mind. :/