So, Maybe There is a Happy Solution... As If... Unlikely...?

You know how I've been annoying you guys, ranting on and on [continuously and with a passion] about something as trivial as Work Experience? :P

My friend said she would ask whether I could come with her to same place she was going to, which was a local university. She was going to simply tag along with the Japanese professor there.
I was faced with a feeling of joy, but then I remembered that I shall not be too happy, as life never fails to make you suffer~ :)

However since Work Experience (or rather, Work Education) was one of the main causes of my Depression, I'd be quite happy if I can find a good, happy solution to that...
...but if the answer comes back as a no, from whoever my friend may be asking permission from, then I'd most likely guess that another State of Depression is going to come back~ ;)

And then it's back to the same old spot, that uncertain, dread-the-future, hang-in-there-don't-commit-suicide-yet spot...

As a result of what I'd stated in the What the Hell!? I'm so Annoyed and I Still Hate Unknowns post, I'm eagerly suppressing my hopes down to the lowest points possible.
Yes, I'd better keep it non-existent until it's been confirmed either yes or no...

But then again, my friends say if I believe it will happen, then it will happen. However that is ultimately impossible. No matter how much I willed it to happen, it may not happen if they don't allow it to happen. :/

All in all, it's best to not hope anything otherwise my State of Depression will just be worse, in the end...