This is Random

I was just browsing the Kaichou wa Maid-sama! Forums after reading the latest chapter.


And I came across this line on a member's signature:


"Life is just like a puzzle ... You keep adding the pieces until you get the image you want."


However life isn't that simple.
Life is more like a puzzle with missing pieces - and I won't be competent enough to find ones that I can add to mine. 
My goal isn't to complete the puzzle because the missing pieces are too hard to acquire while many others are also trying to have it in their own puzzle. Fighting for the puzzle pieces and coming out a winner is next to impossible for me because I lack the abilities, endurance, and skills to acheive such a task.
So I don't want to find the puzzle pieces to complete the puzzle - I want the puzzle to disappear like it was never created. Then I won't have to try or worry about completing the puzzle any longer.
But if I don't do anything all the other people's puzzles will run ahead and my incomplete puzzle will go through more suffering because of its lack of pieces - however it the missing pieces are still not able to be acquired by my terrible self. Because I'm lacking.


Then again, all the puzzles start with one piece.
Like did my life. But my lacking self just doesn't have the potential to complete the puzzle any further. I have come to the limits of my tiny abilities. 
I was able to complete all the parts of the puzzles pretty well, but in the end it's no good if that is all that I can do.


There goes two paragraphs just from one innocent sentence. :)


Your Sincerely,
Mage-chan~