(BTW, I started off naming this post "Two Ways Road"... and now look what it turned into! 8D ...I just thought that it was too short, that's all... ><)
So I'd just watched this movie.
I'd deeply suspected that it's aim was probably to inspire people; and this is very likely to be true.
It's a Thai movie that is made from a true story... about a 19 year old boy who'd managed to start his own factory and gain over a million dollars. ==
It's called "Top Secret - วัยรุ่นพันล้าน". (Lit: "Top Secret - Teenager Thousand Million"... but it's more like "Teenager Millionaire" - you actually get the point across if you name it that. xP)
> Extra note. I researched "วัยรุ่นพันล้าน" on Google and... what do you know!?
The first two pages were nothing but "WATCH THIS ONLINE" or "DOWNLOAD THIS FOR FREE" links!! xDD
...Thailand is BIG on piracy. Extremely big. >.> ...In more ways than one. x)
I mean, come on... there are "proper shops" (you may find them in small shopping centres as well...) around everywhere in town where they sell NOTHING BUT PIRATED DVDs... people live on them! It's officially their "work"! ...despite it being illegal... no one really cares though. At least three quarters of the population watches nothing but pirated DVDs.
And they're too popular! You don't even know why they even sell the real ones anymore (except for its inevitable fate of getting copied and then sold as a pirated DVD)!
Anyway, the story is true... a 19 year old... owning his own factory.
...He's currently 26 and his company has grown a lot to the point of being known world wide - its products have been shipped to several places (including Australia... I just brought a couple of them today, actually. xD Ate two whole packets... not good for my health....)
They sell seaweed by the way. Fried seaweed to be exactly. Very enjoyable snacks. x)
Okay, let's get back on track; I'd deeply suspected that one of its aim was to inspire people - young people in particular - to not give up and keep going in case you might succeed one day.
But as I watched I found myself feeling the opposite instead. I hate life in many different ways for many different reasons... (but I don't think any of them are that reasonable. :/ But I never said that I was reasonable. It's just my personal opinion.)
Life is just... so tiring. It's so POINTLESS, yet to top it all off it's also tiring. And I'm an ultimately lazy person. ==
Life exists for people to despise it... because of my pessimism, I can't find anything good about life. == Not anything good enough to make me happy to be alive, anyway.
There are things that makes me happy, but I still would rather not ever be alive than to have these moments.
I'm serious here.
This is what extreme pessimism plus a case of Moderate Depression means.
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