They're on Happy Drugs

Please ignore the post title. It has no hidden meaning... Or rather, it's meaning isn't its straight meaning. Its meaning is not supposed to be taken literally, but rather as a... metaphor... Geh. Scratch all that nonsensical set of sentences call a paragraph in the English language.

I've been wondering how some people can smile, like, 24/7...
Dude, your cheerfulness makes me annoyed. ==

Not that I'm saying you shouldn't be cheerful 24/7. >.>
And the annoying one is probably me. =*= I get pretty annoying when I'm moody... wait, that's like, all the time, right? 8D

After all, it's pretty rare for you to see me smiling nowadays, unless it's manga-related. >.> Or maybe some other stuff that rarely happens, either way, it's rare to see me smiling... unless I'm in a good mood or I'm motivated enough to fake happiness.

But me not smiling doesn't necessarily mean that I'm unhappy. It could also mean that I'm too tired to smile or I just simply don't feel like it.... or I'm in a bad mood, which is pretty recurring.

Well, most of my friends are totally the opposite. They're usually cheerful 24/7. That's a good thing, though. If all parties are gloomy, then nothing would move forward. It'll be a Gloomy Gathering.
And Gloomy Gatherings are not cool.

But I still wonder how they can always smile like that... (the first thought that came to me, although it's very unlikely to be true, was that they're on drugs. Of course, I still don't think that's possible... maybe. xP)

Wait, it's not strange for teenagers to smile 24/7, right? Especially healthy ones.
And I must say all of my friends are pretty healthy... mentally and physically... I think...

I mean, no one except me talks about dying... But talking about dying... when you're 14; is it weird?
Then again, I've always been weird.

And I think I think too much. :/

Apparently, I'm also a worrier, according to the person who'd brought me out into this world.

I'm not going to deny that, either. >.>

But who cares? I like living like this. :3
Otherwise I'd have changed my ways already. ^^