When I'd planned my Holiday Schedule - Winter 2012, I forgot to consider the fact that I should check my email everyday.
I haven't been online for almost 3 days because of my new schedule, and I come online to find 5 blog posts waiting to be read and 30 emails waiting to be... deleted. They were all notifications from Facebook and MangaFox Forums. :P
And it's only been less than 3 days and I'm already wanting to break off from my schedule... something that I was totally expecting. I've made so many of those schedules over and over again, but every time I only end up following it for a few days then just slacking off afterwards.
I hope I'll be able to follow it at least for a week this time... aahh, how I hate myself. ^^
There have also been some changes to my schedule - no Tuesday-off for me no longer. :) It's everyday now~
I don't particularly feel too sad or happy over this...
I've been fractious like always lately, too.
Ah... living is such a bother, and smiling is even more of a bother. I don't know why I'm working in a job that requires Customer Service when I don't like to smile. :/ Well, unless I was in a good mood, but I'm rarely in a good mood.
I'm still irritated over little, pointless things like the First Day of the Week. I've secretly been holding an irritation over this ever since it was brought up around 4 months ago. It's been brought up again and now I'm still irritated over it. ^^
Aah... I'm just going to not care, though. It's better this way... I wish wouldn't care about anything... Haaahh... Living tires out every fibre in my body. ==
I haven't been online for almost 3 days because of my new schedule, and I come online to find 5 blog posts waiting to be read and 30 emails waiting to be... deleted. They were all notifications from Facebook and MangaFox Forums. :P
And it's only been less than 3 days and I'm already wanting to break off from my schedule... something that I was totally expecting. I've made so many of those schedules over and over again, but every time I only end up following it for a few days then just slacking off afterwards.
I hope I'll be able to follow it at least for a week this time... aahh, how I hate myself. ^^
There have also been some changes to my schedule - no Tuesday-off for me no longer. :) It's everyday now~
I don't particularly feel too sad or happy over this...
I've been fractious like always lately, too.
Ah... living is such a bother, and smiling is even more of a bother. I don't know why I'm working in a job that requires Customer Service when I don't like to smile. :/ Well, unless I was in a good mood, but I'm rarely in a good mood.
I'm still irritated over little, pointless things like the First Day of the Week. I've secretly been holding an irritation over this ever since it was brought up around 4 months ago. It's been brought up again and now I'm still irritated over it. ^^
Aah... I'm just going to not care, though. It's better this way... I wish wouldn't care about anything... Haaahh... Living tires out every fibre in my body. ==
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